My Ultimate Best Ideal Scenario Ahead

• Get my bonus in May.
  **praying hard... 2 months is all I'm asking for to fund my trip**
  
• Get a new job which can wait for me till August.
  
• Throw letter in Spider's face in June.
  
• Go for my Europe trip for total R&R in July in PEACE!!!


• Come back and start afresh in a brand new job environment.

Then I'll be as happy and satisfied as him...

When 1+1 Not Equals 2

I hate it when stories told don't tally with what really happened.

And the disgusting feeling when the realization hits me in the most out-of-no-where manner. Sux Big Time.

Though it may or may not mean anything / matter / makes any difference...

Clarification or Trash it out?

I Just Hate It.

Blackout Monday

Literally. Yours Truly really blacked-out in the train on Monday.

Was reaching Sembawang where I was alighting when I suddenly felt breathless and my sight was blackening. The last thing I remembered was I kept 'excuse me-ing' to hurry out of the train while I still can. Next thing I know, I felt my head bumping against the pole and felt the train still in motion. I was like, 'eh, how come train so long haven't stop at Sembawang? I thought it stopped?' Then I opened my eyes and realised I was in a kneeling position and the train just pulled into Yishun. Which means I totally concussed throughout that 1 but pretty long stop. So I got up, and woah, morning crowd leh, can you imagine the number of eyeballs on me... someone offered me a seat, someone pressed the intercomms button and I distinctively rem it was a she saying 'Someone fainted!' ... everything was kindda in a whirl.

Then this lady asked to help me with my bag n I was like its ok its ok, i have to alight. Then she finally snatched it away from me and helped me out of the station, where the Yishun personnel was already waiting outside. I was all-out in cold sweat and I was later told that I looked bloodless. I called my colleague, Uncle, as he was supposed to give me a ride to office from Sembawang. He told me to stay put n he'll come over to get me. This nice lady waited with me and The MRT Uncle took down my particulars, which was their SOP. Then I asked Nice Lady what happened, she said i suddenly blacked out and the guys behind me tried to support me but they don't really dared to touch me. That's when she stepped over. Then Uncle came, and I kept thanking both the Nice Lady n MRT Uncle before I left. Uncle brought me for a hot drink n bread before sending me back to No.10's place.

Kept having headache after the whole ordeal till now... No.10 took me to the doc, doc also can't tell what's wrong with me except I'm a bit anemic and maybe not enuff rest, and gave me 2 days MC. Been sleeping so much since yesterday... oh then i felt a pain in my knee and I realised there are a couple of huge orh-cehs on it... must have kneeled down quite hard -_-"

I'm ok already, thank you all dearies for your concern. What an experience.... so damn malu! No more next time I hope! CHOY!!!

I Heart Rainbows

Saw this Huge and Beeeeeeautiful one yesterday evening while playing pool in office...

今日佳话

叶子的离开, 是风的追求, 还是树的放弃?

背影 Part 1

最近我对'背影'产生了一般莫名的兴趣.

背影它形形色色; 高的, 矮的, 胖的, 瘦的, 老的, 少的, 幼的, 等.

有趣的是, 每个背影都带着自己的故事与情感.

快乐, 失落, 温馨, 彷徨, 孤独, 喜悦, 疲惫, 幸福, 等待, 自由, 兴奋, 生气, 紧张, 等...

无论是单独的一个人, 一对恋人, 兄弟姐妹, 朋友, 甚至敌人, 成群结队的死党或对友, 等, 都是故事的主角; 带出背影的含意.

简单和也许平凡的视相, 背后却带着千言万语.

Auto-Roamers

This is not about your mobile accessibility, but the fucking bastards who still fool around when they are attached and worse still, married or have families.

WHY roam your hearts about when you already have someone who loves you whole-heartedly by your side? To keep your options open or the fave 'Just for fun'? Bullshit. With the abundance of social activities available, 'innocent' flirting in clubs, pubs, speed dating websites, etc., one thing might lead to the other - exchange hp, msn, chat, meet up, etc. While you think its all for the fun of it, next thing you know is you are falling for the other party who's 'fresh and interesting', be it just momentary or for real, the whole relationship gets messed/fucked up and worse still, creating a deep scar on your partner's life. WHY do such things and cause unnecessary misunderstanding, quarrels, fights and hurt? Is it fair to your partner, To your family? Is it still FUN?

I quote a friend, "With the temptations around nowadays, monogamy is scarce." Sad but true. The one whom you think gives you the greatest love in the world might well be the one who crushes you to hell the other moment. The big issue of trust and faith lingers. It could be diamond-solid but it could also be a blink-and-its-gone thingy. Maybe I'm an old-fashioner, I just cannot comprehend this kind of behaviour - I don't do it (flirting and stuff, be it online or wat) and I absolutely detest it. Plus You-Know-What (happened b4).

"如果有一天在你心中, 有别的人比我重要, 告诉我, 千万别让我, 最后一个才知道."

Well, there ARE successful relationships around. And I KNOW there are many causes and reasons behind broken ones. Never say never. Case-by-case basis. Some of my sentences don't even link or make sense. My Babbles.

Perhaps I should change my blog name to Min-Babbling Talks instead.

Our 2nd Valentine's Day

No.10 gave me a surprise (ehh sort of =p) and brought me to dinner at DOMVS, the italian Restaurant @ Sheraton Towers Singapore on Wednesday... Came across the restaurant when we attended a wedding earlier this year.

A small restaurant tucked at the side of the hotel, the ambience is warm and quiet; an ideal place to have a quiet and nice dinner, though its so quiet that certain times i was whispering instead of yakking. Probably due to the scale of the restaurant, the menu doesn't have much variety but does offer authentic Italian cuisine.

We ordered a Foie Gras for appetizer, main courses were Grilled beef with portobello mushrooms for No.10 and Roasted duck with grilled polenta (a traditional italian dish, kindda like a little mushy kueh made with corn meal) for myself, my fave Warm chocolate cake for dessert and a glass of wine which goes with our respective main courses each.

Verdict: The Rivioli was a complimentary starter. Its ingredients were quite fresh, but No.10 said basically its just a high-class 水饺. The Foie Gras was sooooo yummy! Great sauce and it simply melts in the mouth. Ding dong ding dong! No.10's beef was not bad, tender and juicy but i thought the sauce for my duck was better. My duck was done medium-well but a tad difficult to chew. As for the Warm chocolate cake, the serving is too small and I've had better ones elsewhere. The wines recommended were not bad too. Total bill was $180+. I thought it was quite ok, coz I estimated at least $200.

Thank you darling, for the lovely dinner. Love ya. =)

想太多...

This time i'm really mind-boggled. Big Time.

Suddenly so many things happened at one go, really made me think a lot a lot.

Why, How, When and What and What Now.

Will it happen to me and What If? Lessons learnt?

Am really angry and upset at how some dear people were treated and the hurt that had been slapped on them. Bewildered, Puzzled and somewhat Amused though Not Funny.

But maybe I really thought too much. Someone once told me "Close 1 eye and 1 ear, if not All, will make you a happier person and things will not look so complicated." Ain't that as good as being a Dummy? Or simply Ignorance is Bliss? Or just 'See how it goes'...

Am sorry if I have been too quiet, sometimes I just like to be lost in my thoughts but I'll pull myself back to reality. The last thing I want is for you to be worried about me too.

This kitty just look so 'cutely-lost'.

In Serious Need of THIS!

A nice resort with even nicer sand, sun and the sea.... I seriously need a break; A getaway from everything... to have my fave R&R.