That you are not asleep.
By right by definition you can only have a nightmare when you are sleeping lah, but sometimes, bad, unhappy, sad, scary, etc. experiences befall on you when you are wide awake, and you really hope it's just a bad dream that you can wake up from, scream in fright, and everything's fine. Of coz, the converse is true - one could be having fantasy or happy dreams that he/she dun wana wake up from... oh well.
How we wish.
Things happen and things go. Irreversible at times too. I guess the scariest thing is you die die also have to go through the nightmare awake; Wait for the storm to be over. Whether you can recover from the fright after that is another story. Lessons that you learnt from it and hope / resolve not to have the nightmare ever again. Not everything/matter is within our control all the time though...
Wish I'm asleep now.
At work.
Babbles: Who says pigs are stupid? Look at how they are getting back at humans now... haiz...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
I Am Melting...
Dunno what kind of weather is this... so bloody HOT!!!
Yours Truly is one who loves sunshine and can tahan hot weathers, so when I say it's hot, it's really unbearably HOT!!!!
Especially at SGW where there are less trees and no tall buildings... it's almost like direct sunlight.
SCORCHING!!!!
Yours Truly is one who loves sunshine and can tahan hot weathers, so when I say it's hot, it's really unbearably HOT!!!!
Especially at SGW where there are less trees and no tall buildings... it's almost like direct sunlight.
SCORCHING!!!!
Monday, April 20, 2009
F1 Singapore Grand Prix 2009 Here We Come!!!
Bought tix this morning!!! $248 (per pax) for a 3-day pass, with a seat at the Bay Grandstand (the floating platform), where we can venture to another zone (Zone 4) to watch as well.
Can't wait!!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Babbling Time
Too long never blog liao, just wanna babble a bit ..
My dearest little brother enlisted liao. Time really flies... Seems like just a while ago when I helped to feed him, wipe his buttocks (always perfect timing, screaming '姐姐我好了' while I'm eating..), go fetch him from school, etc... Anywayz we went to tekong with him, quite an experience.. Life nowadays for recruits are really better though. The 2nd last and last stops were really damn funny. 2nd last stop was where they have to take the oath. How the hell will I know that they actually scream their NRIC and Names at the same time.. damn funny and I burst out laughing even though it was supposed to be solemn! My sis worse, laughed so damn loudly, which earned her a smack from me haha! Then came the last stop where we stepped out of the auditorium to proceed to the canteen for a 'temporary last meal' with the recruits. They were standing along each side of the path leading to the canteen and can only join their family as they walked past them. We also didn't expect this mah! Then we started laughing again. I was like 'You! Let's Go!' when I walked past my bro.. Just heard he fell down and kena a feel stitches last nite.. hope he's ok..
Just watched the live finals of F1 Shanghai. Tomorrow gotta buy F1 SG tix liao. The race day happened to be on no.10's bday. Since we missed last year's, this year gotta catch it live! Makes half a pressie for him as well. =)
Bought tix for my Europe trip already... leaving on 23rd July nite, coming back on 15th August noon. BA at $1,198, quite a steal I think. Detailed itinery is not out yet, but basically will be going London, Paris, Zurich, Rome, Venice & Florence.
Ran JPMorgan Corporate Challenge for the 3rd time on 16 April! Since last year's, I've only ran ONCE about 2 weeks back to prepare for it, so to speak. This year the route's slightly changed, starting point is still at Esplanade Drive but the ending point was the F1 pit-stop, so we get to see how is it like inside FOC. My timing was 43mins, same as past 2 years haha... quite satisfied already! Xin came to meet me as usual and brought me a cup of Brewerkz, much to the jealousy of my colleagues hee hee! Then she brought me to meet HUGE Grant of 'Nottingham' too. If you know what I mean! HAHA!
Work wise, feeling better than the 1st couple of months of the year, coz lotsa big projects coming up and am getting really busy. Bonus next month!!! =D Am kindda getting used to working there too, and I think the recreation room or more specifically pool table really helps. Allows me to bond more with the uncles too... gosh, so many good uncle players in CG!
Hmm what else... coming up, quite a few weddings to attend! And I still can't find my pink dress (I'm gonna be a sister)!!!! Bet none of u can picture me in pink rite.. neither can I...
Guess that's all for now.. did basically nothing for this weekend and damn damn hot!!!!
CYA!
My dearest little brother enlisted liao. Time really flies... Seems like just a while ago when I helped to feed him, wipe his buttocks (always perfect timing, screaming '姐姐我好了' while I'm eating..), go fetch him from school, etc... Anywayz we went to tekong with him, quite an experience.. Life nowadays for recruits are really better though. The 2nd last and last stops were really damn funny. 2nd last stop was where they have to take the oath. How the hell will I know that they actually scream their NRIC and Names at the same time.. damn funny and I burst out laughing even though it was supposed to be solemn! My sis worse, laughed so damn loudly, which earned her a smack from me haha! Then came the last stop where we stepped out of the auditorium to proceed to the canteen for a 'temporary last meal' with the recruits. They were standing along each side of the path leading to the canteen and can only join their family as they walked past them. We also didn't expect this mah! Then we started laughing again. I was like 'You! Let's Go!' when I walked past my bro.. Just heard he fell down and kena a feel stitches last nite.. hope he's ok..
Just watched the live finals of F1 Shanghai. Tomorrow gotta buy F1 SG tix liao. The race day happened to be on no.10's bday. Since we missed last year's, this year gotta catch it live! Makes half a pressie for him as well. =)
Bought tix for my Europe trip already... leaving on 23rd July nite, coming back on 15th August noon. BA at $1,198, quite a steal I think. Detailed itinery is not out yet, but basically will be going London, Paris, Zurich, Rome, Venice & Florence.
Ran JPMorgan Corporate Challenge for the 3rd time on 16 April! Since last year's, I've only ran ONCE about 2 weeks back to prepare for it, so to speak. This year the route's slightly changed, starting point is still at Esplanade Drive but the ending point was the F1 pit-stop, so we get to see how is it like inside FOC. My timing was 43mins, same as past 2 years haha... quite satisfied already! Xin came to meet me as usual and brought me a cup of Brewerkz, much to the jealousy of my colleagues hee hee! Then she brought me to meet HUGE Grant of 'Nottingham' too. If you know what I mean! HAHA!
Work wise, feeling better than the 1st couple of months of the year, coz lotsa big projects coming up and am getting really busy. Bonus next month!!! =D Am kindda getting used to working there too, and I think the recreation room or more specifically pool table really helps. Allows me to bond more with the uncles too... gosh, so many good uncle players in CG!
Hmm what else... coming up, quite a few weddings to attend! And I still can't find my pink dress (I'm gonna be a sister)!!!! Bet none of u can picture me in pink rite.. neither can I...
Guess that's all for now.. did basically nothing for this weekend and damn damn hot!!!!
CYA!
Friday, March 27, 2009
My Ultimate Best Ideal Scenario Ahead
- Get my bonus in May.
**praying hard... 2 months is all I'm asking for to fund my trip** - Get a new job which can wait for me till August.
- Throw letter in Spider's face in June.
- Go for my Europe trip for total R&R in July in PEACE!!!
- Come back and start afresh in a brand new job environment.
Then I'll be as happy and satisfied as him...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
When 1+1 Not Equals 2
I hate it when stories told don't tally with what really happened.
And the disgusting feeling when the realization hits me in the most out-of-no-where manner. Sux Big Time.
Though it may or may not mean anything / matter / makes any difference...
Clarification or Trash it out?
I Just Hate It.
And the disgusting feeling when the realization hits me in the most out-of-no-where manner. Sux Big Time.
Though it may or may not mean anything / matter / makes any difference...
Clarification or Trash it out?
I Just Hate It.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Blackout Monday
Literally. Yours Truly really blacked-out in the train on Monday.
Was reaching Sembawang where I was alighting when I suddenly felt breathless and my sight was blackening. The last thing I remembered was I kept 'excuse me-ing' to hurry out of the train while I still can. Next thing I know, I felt my head bumping against the pole and felt the train still in motion. I was like, 'eh, how come train so long haven't stop at Sembawang? I thought it stopped?' Then I opened my eyes and realised I was in a kneeling position and the train just pulled into Yishun. Which means I totally concussed throughout that 1 but pretty long stop. So I got up, and woah, morning crowd leh, can you imagine the number of eyeballs on me... someone offered me a seat, someone pressed the intercomms button and I distinctively rem it was a she saying 'Someone fainted!' ... everything was kindda in a whirl.
Then this lady asked to help me with my bag n I was like its ok its ok, i have to alight. Then she finally snatched it away from me and helped me out of the station, where the Yishun personnel was already waiting outside. I was all-out in cold sweat and I was later told that I looked bloodless. I called my colleague, Uncle, as he was supposed to give me a ride to office from Sembawang. He told me to stay put n he'll come over to get me. This nice lady waited with me and The MRT Uncle took down my particulars, which was their SOP. Then I asked Nice Lady what happened, she said i suddenly blacked out and the guys behind me tried to support me but they don't really dared to touch me. That's when she stepped over. Then Uncle came, and I kept thanking both the Nice Lady n MRT Uncle before I left. Uncle brought me for a hot drink n bread before sending me back to No.10's place.
Kept having headache after the whole ordeal till now... No.10 took me to the doc, doc also can't tell what's wrong with me except I'm a bit anemic and maybe not enuff rest, and gave me 2 days MC. Been sleeping so much since yesterday... oh then i felt a pain in my knee and I realised there are a couple of huge orh-cehs on it... must have kneeled down quite hard -_-"
I'm ok already, thank you all dearies for your concern. What an experience.... so damn malu! No more next time I hope! CHOY!!!
Was reaching Sembawang where I was alighting when I suddenly felt breathless and my sight was blackening. The last thing I remembered was I kept 'excuse me-ing' to hurry out of the train while I still can. Next thing I know, I felt my head bumping against the pole and felt the train still in motion. I was like, 'eh, how come train so long haven't stop at Sembawang? I thought it stopped?' Then I opened my eyes and realised I was in a kneeling position and the train just pulled into Yishun. Which means I totally concussed throughout that 1 but pretty long stop. So I got up, and woah, morning crowd leh, can you imagine the number of eyeballs on me... someone offered me a seat, someone pressed the intercomms button and I distinctively rem it was a she saying 'Someone fainted!' ... everything was kindda in a whirl.
Then this lady asked to help me with my bag n I was like its ok its ok, i have to alight. Then she finally snatched it away from me and helped me out of the station, where the Yishun personnel was already waiting outside. I was all-out in cold sweat and I was later told that I looked bloodless. I called my colleague, Uncle, as he was supposed to give me a ride to office from Sembawang. He told me to stay put n he'll come over to get me. This nice lady waited with me and The MRT Uncle took down my particulars, which was their SOP. Then I asked Nice Lady what happened, she said i suddenly blacked out and the guys behind me tried to support me but they don't really dared to touch me. That's when she stepped over. Then Uncle came, and I kept thanking both the Nice Lady n MRT Uncle before I left. Uncle brought me for a hot drink n bread before sending me back to No.10's place.
Kept having headache after the whole ordeal till now... No.10 took me to the doc, doc also can't tell what's wrong with me except I'm a bit anemic and maybe not enuff rest, and gave me 2 days MC. Been sleeping so much since yesterday... oh then i felt a pain in my knee and I realised there are a couple of huge orh-cehs on it... must have kneeled down quite hard -_-"
I'm ok already, thank you all dearies for your concern. What an experience.... so damn malu! No more next time I hope! CHOY!!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I Heart Rainbows
Saw this Huge and Beeeeeeautiful one yesterday evening while playing pool in office...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
背影 Part 1
最近我对'背影'产生了一般莫名的兴趣.
背影它形形色色; 高的, 矮的, 胖的, 瘦的, 老的, 少的, 幼的, 等.
有趣的是, 每个背影都带着自己的故事与情感.
快乐, 失落, 温馨, 彷徨, 孤独, 喜悦, 疲惫, 幸福, 等待, 自由, 兴奋, 生气, 紧张, 等...
无论是单独的一个人, 一对恋人, 兄弟姐妹, 朋友, 甚至敌人, 成群结队的死党或对友, 等, 都是故事的主角; 带出背影的含意.
简单和也许平凡的视相, 背后却带着千言万语.
背影它形形色色; 高的, 矮的, 胖的, 瘦的, 老的, 少的, 幼的, 等.
有趣的是, 每个背影都带着自己的故事与情感.
快乐, 失落, 温馨, 彷徨, 孤独, 喜悦, 疲惫, 幸福, 等待, 自由, 兴奋, 生气, 紧张, 等...
无论是单独的一个人, 一对恋人, 兄弟姐妹, 朋友, 甚至敌人, 成群结队的死党或对友, 等, 都是故事的主角; 带出背影的含意.
简单和也许平凡的视相, 背后却带着千言万语.
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